Patamon.

 

 

Dinner!

It's getting better and better.

Life has been really harsh on me really. Thanks for being by my side all along. <3

Perfect Ten

Ten. Ten. Ten.

Life is a perfect 10 with you beside me. I Love You <3.

Bam!

Good day Dear Readers.


My life has been pathetically busy and tiring. 


But I did a lot of things that I'm so proud of.


I'm now a Marketing Executive. (I just have to say it!!) XD


I try not to mind about my low salary, 


but with my current position,age and experience,this is really good for me.


I did so much that I don't even have time to share with my family,


 like how I used to be.


But thanks to you, being my listener. I love you :)


Recently, I organized an event, here. I have to say, I'm really proud of myself laa.


I'm so happy that it turned out not as bad as I thought it would be.


Thanks to my colleagues, really.


Apart of my job, my life is wonderful. Well, except for financial crisis.


But, as long as I could talk to you, everyday, it is more than enough.

*I'm secretly planning to move out and stay with you ;)*

Hope you guys are doing as great as I am okay. Cheers.

Agghhh

I WANT AN IPHONE 4 !!!!

YOU KNOW WHAT?

I'm stressed la. I don't  wanna think about it anymore. 

My work is killing me.My family financial is killing me.

My relationship is killing me.

Do you still wanna kill me?

You know how I hate to think so many things. I hate to be responsible. 

But now, I had to force myself to change. 


Do you know how hard could that be?

I think, what I said last night is really true. 


Maybe we should focus on our future. 

Let's don't waste our time. 






. . . . .








Let it all be memories =)

You don't miss me anymore?

You don't love me anymore?

Where are you?

You seem nowhere to be found.

Why aren't you here by my side?

Why can't you just be here with me. Forever.

My thoughts

Hello.
I really thought you would be understanding.
I was so tired these few days. You knew it.
I was so exited for this weekend. You knew it.
YET. Things like these happened once again.

Honestly, I am tired of 'sorry's.
I really do.
Being alone makes me think.
Things that I should not have thought.
But, seems like it was worth it.
Thanks.

Tired!

I'm so tired that I could fucking cry right now.

The I-don't-know Feelings

So I've decided to write a post again. I've been wanting to write but the time doesn't allow me to.

Today is Saturday. Tomorrow will be Sunday and I have to work again on the next day : (

I might be complaining a lot about my job. But seriously, I shouldn't have to. This is job is really good for me.

*I have my very first name card for myself. My name is written on it! Ask for it when you see me :)

Everyone seems like going to leave from this company. Let's hope that I could survive and get enough of experience before I decided to leave.

Apart of my work. I feel happy.

With the everything I have right now : D

I feel so satisfied with it.

With everything I mean, you <3

I made a mistake. I lied. I love you.

You

I have lost faith in your promises you

Unforgettable

AND INEDIBLE!!!

Life.

Don't you agree with me that life is indeed wonderful?


Though there may millions of shits happening in your life, but just look at

your friends,

your family,

those that you love.


It brightens your day immediately. No?

It does to me. I may have so many things to worry about.

Getting myself what I want. What I need.

But, to think of it, there is nothing I can do. I just have to set the aim and start working it out.


: )


I believe, I found the path, and I will go through it with YOU.


With my new job, they pay might not cover all my expenses including giving my family 1k a month.

I'm sure I can improve myself and learn a lot in this company.

Learn more about Marketing. Within years, I can be successful.

Based on my status now.

Believe me, we will do our best for our life!


LOL. But I may just dump you suddenly as you've expected :p




But as what I said, live our life to the fullest! Be happy.

YEAH!

I WANT A SMOKIN HOT BODY 


PLEEEEEEEEEASE.

Life goes on and na uh. No shits happening.

No!

I DON'T WANNA BE NICE ANYMORE! IT BRINGS ME 

NOTHING BUT TROUBLES

Mehhhh

I'm sexayy !

Work.

Started right after my lovely life in Jimmy Chia.

Now, I ish a Marketing Assistant in a skin care company called KBS Beauty Sdn Bhd.

I don't like to explain much when it comes to people ask me stuffs. You know I know lah.

So, I'll just describe things right here. Do not ask me again.

Not going to tell my pay of course. But it's good for me. 

Therefore, my dream kononya as air steward.
I just don't know.

 But right now, I don't feel like touching it.

Since I have this stable job and good pay cause I bet there's no one as lucky as me to get in this position in a company without any high education level and experience.
Thanks to my own charm. Seriously :)

Anyway, life is kinda busy yet free now laa.

I have lesser working hour and more playing hour. XD

So yeah, date me more. But I reject unnecessary dates.

Basically, that's all happening to me right now.

Except for those lovely dovey thingy. No need explain lah.

AND I THINK MALAYS ARE HOT! *some

MY LIFE IS INDEED A DRAMA.

Another Fight.

It wasn't exactly a fight. Well, I can say it's a routine. It happened so many time within this 3 months.

I don't know. Maybe it proves that we are stronger. Our fight never lasts for a day. Once we ignore each other, we couldn't stand but to talk to each other. Because we missed each other so badly if we don't talk.

I don't know about you. But I missed you when I didn't talk to you : (

But I happen to realized a lot of things. That I can't live without you. Yeah those shits.

I said, I don't know what this feeling is.

You told me, it's the 'I love you' feeling.

Hahaha.

I do love you. I'm just so tired to be myself.

Being so over-control.

Bossy, demanding.

Hmm.

You. I love you.

p:s you're really funny sometimes :P

Oi!

Yes, I very very very lab you :)

Cik Faridah

I received a message yesterday morning. A tragic news like this made my mind goes blank.

Teacher. I missed you.

You were a great teacher! I mean seriously. 

I really appreciate you. Because of you, I got C5 for my Biology.

That might not be a good grade. But it was good for me. 

YOU know it was good for me. :)

I'm so sorry for not doing anything right now.

You might even forgotten me as your student.

But I'll remember you for the rest of my life.

I really wish you'll be in heaven right now.

Looking at us as we growing.

 Be proud of us.

We will never let you down.

We will appreciate all the lesson you taught us.

All the time you spent for us.

Thank you.Teacher.

Reality

Things may look harsh in the reality.

There are times when you really need to calm down. And think.

I just learnt that lesson I think  : \

Things aren't THAT bad sometimes. Just that you keep on having the negatives sides on your mind.

You won't move forward  : (

Try to live your life to the fullest. There are SO MANY things you can do with your life!

Don't let stupid things OR stupid 'assholes' ruin it. (Well said Noel, well said.)

Had awful days lately. But when I see you. Looks like everything is as clear as sky. Having you here to say,

'Everything is gonna be alright.'

Nothing can really compare to that feeling.

I've been saying this way too many times but yeah. I really  love you :')

This is too much for me

I really can't express my feeling right now. I just can't tell anyone.

NOBODY!

Crying isn't my thing. But it happened a lot. : | 

I just want you to know that, I reaaaaaally love you :(

First day at work.

Finally, today was my first day working in the korean skin care product company.

KBS(Korean Beauty Square)

That job was.. pretty much office job. XD

Haha. I'm in the marketing department. I really need to thank a lot of people for giving me this chance.

Anyhow, I would update more about my job soon. It's gonna be awesome :D

Wish me luck people. You know I love you ;)

FIFA Heartbreak.

Germany oh Germany. You've crushed my heart.

Another sleepless night.

Why do I have to be so angry some times?

I'm just so mad that I could hardly think what was the problem.

It wasn't ALL your fault but sometimes I put too much hope on what will you do. 

But turns out, it didn't happen.

That makes me think and think. And I get pissed of at myself sometimes because I was the one who made myself so angry.

AM I THAT HARD TO PLEASED?

Okay breaking up will never be our solution okay.

Just that, I'm sorry. I act without thinking too much.Maybe you're just good enough and I don't appreciate it.

Or maybe you've changed. I don't wanna think about it.

YOU SHOULD BE GUILTY FOR MAKING ME SLEEPLESS!

Free from Jimmy Chia

This is exactly how I feel right at this moment.

 F-R-E-E-D-O-M.

Maybe I spent too much time in Jimmy Chia, I literally 'locked' myself there.

As if, this job was half of my life. All the burdens all the responsibilities are all gone.

I.Feel.RELIEVED!

But I do have a lot of memories in that place.

I get to know some REALLY awesome friends.

Friends that I could never forget :')

Mikky,Kuan,and Shelma. My managers Annie and Florence. That were being really nice with me.

The rest were all bitches.

ESPECIALLY YOU! JODIE TANG I WILL REMEMBER YOU THE REST OF MY LIFE!

Got pretty close with Att and Nut when we were in Jimmy Chia. :D

Fabulous bitches. *finger snaps*

Besides all these. This place meant a lot to me and someone *brows.jpg*

I just wanna thank everyone for what they have done to me, that make me a better person.

I've cured my lazy sickness. I'm so much more responsible. I think.

And yeah. Thank you all! Lots of love <3

Sick.

I'm sick.

REALLY SICK.

Fuck this shit.

 

I really missed you. I lab you. <3

Aeroplane.

You left today.

I do not know how this 4 days gonna be but I will try to have fun myself.

=D

Anyway. Still hate you for deleting messages. Really really mad.

But hope you get what I mean and do the best you can to make me happy.

I'll miss you very very very much! <3

Oh and you. My very best friend. I really like you but I don't love you.

You know I have feeling for moo niu. So please.Stop hinting that you like me.

AND STOP MAKING ME LIKE YOUR PREVIOUS BOYFRIENDS.

This is very selfish of you.

My heart belong to one person only. And that's not you.

I really wish i could be friend with you. Like really close friend.

People. She's really adorable when you see her. Just that I don't deserve her.

=(

Hope you'll get a better boyfriend laa.

Oh. I'm sick now btw.

Just for you.

What is it about the dorky things you say?
you just have this way
what is it about your laugh when you are thinking?
something your not revealing
what is it about your voice?
leaves me without a choice
and I fall into you

what is it about sitting next to you?
something I just feel or something you do
what is it about your arms around me?
it just sets me free
what is it about being close?
makes me feel everything the most
and I fall into you

what is it about me telling you everything?
to you my soul I would bring
what is it about hearing your heart beat?
it sends tingles down to my feet
what is it about loving you?
when there is nothing else now to do
but fall into you

I.Hate.To.Be.Alone

It's me. Alone in my shop.

Thinking.. a lot.

I think a lot when I'm alone. That's why I HATE to be alone.

='(

Missing someone is so suffering. How awesome if we could meet like. EVERYDAY?

Nah. Stupid thoughts.

I'm not sure bout myself right now.

I've lost my direction. Every time I'd just stop thinking and avoid.

When I really think about it I'm just upsetting myself.

I got this job offer from someone I barely know. At first, my friend told me about a model casting for korean skin care product. I sent my pictures to them and they called me.

Went for the casting. Not much a casting. More like a job interview.

He asked to work for him instead (Not sure bout the casting part though)

But yeah. I think I'm going to work for him after my resignation in Jimmy Chia.

Let's hope it turns out good :)

Oh. I just made myself from being emotional to happy. XD

:'(

I ordered a maggi goreng and made someone so mad at me.

Sorry =(

But I'm still going to eat it!

It's time to say goodbye.

I'm leaving my current job.

Going for a new environment.

Will update if anything happens.

LIFE IS WONDERFUL RIGHT NOW.WHEEEE =D

It's late and I'm mad.

I put on a status (calling my boss Jimmy Chia's wife a bitch and nobody likes her) in facebook.

And my mom found out she made a big deal of it.

Like my sisters told her.

'MOM! YOUR SON CALLED SOMEONE A BITCH! HE'S GONNA BE IN TROUBLE BY CALLING SOMEONE THAT!'

And my mom scared herself by over thinking it.

I was so mad that I could hardly talk.

Every word that coming out of my mouth that time is bad and I just knew it so I just shut the fuck up.

Jeez. What are they thinking?! bitch is kinda sacred/cursed word that can't be used?

My sisters are totally stupid.

I'm brave enough to post it here because none of them know my blog exist.

Looking at their stupid faces and think they know everything just disgusts me. They just don't fucking understand sometimes. You know, old people does. THEM!

Oh, and I'm totally mad at someone now. It's 2:16 am by the way.

MTV World Stage 2010

July.

Here I come :D

Wo.Ai.Ni.

Second Month. <3

My.Doggy.Zuriel.

Sorry for the blur picture. I got it from Facebook.

Using my company's pc :)

Here's a link to his pictures

Yesterday was his 1st birthday. Can't believe that we have him for a year already.

He's cuteee.. But annoying most of the time.

He ran out of my house few times. :|

There's this time he ran out. I had to chase him and bring him back.

I was preparing to go out that time. And chasing after dog  like an idiot was definitely something not supposed to do before you go out. :( I looked like a mess.

All the Indian neighbours were looking at me and laugh.

How embarrassing. :(((

Anyway, he's really nice to play with sometimes. When you're really bored,

Haha.I'm not a good owner laa.

Sad thing is. We're moving house.

To a condominium. Which not ALLOW any pets.

We're thinking who should we give zuriel to. :'(

He's so big that no body wants him.

He's really cute. He understand whatever you're feeling.

But he never listen to you. =.='

But but but, he's a really cool dog.

Like COME ON!

Noel.Who used to afraid of dogs so much.As the matter of fact., he still afraid of dogs now.

But this awesome dog here, never make me feel scared at all.

Only when he got so hyper and jump all over me. I can't deny that.

Hmph. I think we'll just find a way for him to just stay with us no matter what.

 =D

Hi :)

As most of you think I'm dead. I'M NOT! *laughs*

Just that I don't update my blog.

But facebook pretty much explains everything happening to me.

http://www.facebook.com/noelthefabulous

I'm now stuck in my working place.

Resigning soon.

Gonna look for another job after this I guess.

I just had to resign because of the messy and, SCARY management.

Even I got offered by my boss to stay and in charge of her other stores,I just can't.

She.Is.Scary.

I don't wanna stay in a shoe boutique for so long anyway.

Stepping forwards. =)

Oh.

My current life is awesomely wonderful. Haha.

I have someone I truly love. My family is doing great. My friends.

*Only my job is pathetic.

Speaking of pathetic. More and more of these pathetic beings keep ruining my life.

But nah uh. Not mentioning them here.They don't worth it.

Alright then readers. That's all :)

I.Think.I'm.Falling.In.Love.

Yeah. With myself that is ; D

Hey

I'm still alive! ; D

MartinBennettJohnsonPaulDiGiovanniBryanDonahueJohnKeefe

They were fucking amazing that night.Best night E-V-E-R in my life!
Like people! Martin was right in front of me.And I'm actually seeing him with my own two eyes.
How awesome could that be?!

About the concert.Some local bands and Khalil Fong performed too. Aizat was good.Like his last two songs,
I Go and Kamu.(or someshit not sure bout that) but he's cool.
Khalil Fong. Not a big fan of his. People said he looks like my brother. HA-HA. But I find it quite true tbh.

So, basically, our lovely boyslikegirls performed NINE songs, which were

Love Drunk  Two is Better Than One  She's Got a Boyfriend Now  HeartHeartHeart Break  
Heels Over Head   Five Minutes to Midnight   Hero/Heroine  Thunder  The Great Escape


We had a terrific time EVER together. Met some cool people. Jumped like crazy.Danced like crazy. Screamed on top of our lungs.(lost voice the next day after) HEAD BANGS!
Things were just wonderful that night,Will never forget this =D

Til then BLG. Hope to see you guys soon. Lots of love from us the Freaks

Lelaki Suka Perempuan

I shall see you guys tomorrow =D

Jimmy Chia

I'm proud to present this. JIMMY CHIA!tak cam dua orang lain yang tak berani cakap. Jimmy C. Jimmy C. jer

It's a designer shoe brand.(fuck Jimmy Choo)

Reason to get shoes in Jimmy Chia;

*Branded Shoe

*Nice and sophisticated

*Comfy

*Not as expensive as Jimmy Choo's

*dapat jumpe aku kat situ siutt HEH HEH

Anyway, life has been pretty good working there.Somehow, I still have to keep on with my dream. 

I WANT TO FLY YAW!

I'm trying hard to get used to blog again.So, don't mind me :P 

( did i mentioned my colleagues are awesome?coz, THEY ARE!)

Jump To The 29th

You will see me there! <3 BLG

Thou Shall Be Careful

Sampainya aku kat rumah. Bukak msnku. Muncul seorang add aku.

Aku pun tanya. SIAPAK KAU?

Inilah perbualan antara aku dengan dia.

noel says:

yo

whos this?

korneymonteiro64@hotmail.com says:

hey

noel says:

korney?

your name?

korneymonteiro64@hotmail.com says:

i'm 21/f your a male right?

Leanne is my real name but all my friends call me Lia

noel says:

haha

im certainly a male

where are you from lia?

korneymonteiro64@hotmail.com says:

nice, I just got off work and finally got some time to relax which site did i msg you from again?

noel says:

no pics of you?

korneymonteiro64@hotmail.com says:

I'm from Cali/Modesto but i'm currently living in Houston

I know a way we can chat and have a better time.. do you cam?

noel says:

no

korneymonteiro64@hotmail.com says:

Well i don't do yahoo cam or any other cam because i have been recorded before... But i do know one site you can watch me on cam, that assures me no one records...

noel says:

we dont have to do that though

korneymonteiro64@hotmail.com says:

I mean... Do you want to see me on my cam?

noel says:

err

korneymonteiro64@hotmail.com says:

Ok go to http://alturl.com/edy3 accept the invite on the page baby

korneymonteiro64@hotmail.com says:

sweet, fill out the info ur info.. i can not wait for you to see me baby let me find something nice to wear

noel says:

you sound like those virus type of messages to be honest

korneymonteiro64@hotmail.com says:

its the sites policy to ensure no minors get access to the site, so they might ask for CC to verify your age babe.

noel says:

then i'll be totally underage for sure :P

korneymonteiro64@hotmail.com says:

What color Panties do you think i should wear? i might have you favorite color here somewhere...

noel says:

haha

korneymonteiro64@hotmail.com says:

Your such a good boy, i'm gonna show you what good boys deserve.. you can tell me to do anything you want me too!

noel says:

now you just made it obvious

korneymonteiro64@hotmail.com says:

Ok let me know when you get in so I can invite you directly to my cam.

noel says:

i should copy and paste this on my blog HAHA

korneymonteiro64@hotmail.com says:

u have to enter a cc, atm, or debit card so they can tell your of age, thats the ony way to see me sweety

noel says:

now i dont really wanna see you

korneymonteiro64@hotmail.com says:

k you in yet babe??

noel says:

no

korneymonteiro64@hotmail.com says:

k

So, berhati-hati lah anda lain kali yer. :P