Just for you.


What is it about the dorky things you say?
you just have this way
what is it about your laugh when you are thinking?
something your not revealing
what is it about your voice?
leaves me without a choice
and I fall into you

what is it about sitting next to you?
something I just feel or something you do
what is it about your arms around me?
it just sets me free
what is it about being close?
makes me feel everything the most
and I fall into you

what is it about me telling you everything?
to you my soul I would bring
what is it about hearing your heart beat?
it sends tingles down to my feet
what is it about loving you?
when there is nothing else now to do
but fall into you


I.Hate.To.Be.Alone

It's me. Alone in my shop.
Thinking.. a lot.
I think a lot when I'm alone. That's why I HATE to be alone.

='(

Missing someone is so suffering. How awesome if we could meet like. EVERYDAY?
Nah. Stupid thoughts.
I'm not sure bout myself right now.
I've lost my direction. Every time I'd just stop thinking and avoid.
When I really think about it I'm just upsetting myself.

I got this job offer from someone I barely know. At first, my friend told me about a model casting for korean skin care product. I sent my pictures to them and they called me.
Went for the casting. Not much a casting. More like a job interview.
He asked to work for him instead (Not sure bout the casting part though)
But yeah. I think I'm going to work for him after my resignation in Jimmy Chia.
Let's hope it turns out good :)

Oh. I just made myself from being emotional to happy. XD


:'(






I ordered a maggi goreng and made someone so mad at me.
Sorry =(

But I'm still going to eat it!






It's time to say goodbye.








I'm leaving my current job.
Going for a new environment.
Will update if anything happens.


LIFE IS WONDERFUL RIGHT NOW.WHEEEE =D








It's late and I'm mad.

I put on a status (calling my boss Jimmy Chia's wife a bitch and nobody likes her) in facebook.
And my mom found out she made a big deal of it.
Like my sisters told her.

'MOM! YOUR SON CALLED SOMEONE A BITCH! HE'S GONNA BE IN TROUBLE BY CALLING SOMEONE THAT!'

And my mom scared herself by over thinking it.
I was so mad that I could hardly talk.
Every word that coming out of my mouth that time is bad and I just knew it so I just shut the fuck up.

Jeez. What are they thinking?! bitch is kinda sacred/cursed word that can't be used?
My sisters are totally stupid.

I'm brave enough to post it here because none of them know my blog exist.

Looking at their stupid faces and think they know everything just disgusts me. They just don't fucking understand sometimes. You know, old people does. THEM!

Oh, and I'm totally mad at someone now. It's 2:16 am by the way.




My.Doggy.Zuriel.

Sorry for the blur picture. I got it from Facebook.
Using my company's pc :)


Yesterday was his 1st birthday. Can't believe that we have him for a year already.
He's cuteee.. But annoying most of the time.
He ran out of my house few times. :|
There's this time he ran out. I had to chase him and bring him back.
I was preparing to go out that time. And chasing after dog  like an idiot was definitely something not supposed to do before you go out. :( I looked like a mess.
All the Indian neighbours were looking at me and laugh.
How embarrassing. :(((
Anyway, he's really nice to play with sometimes. When you're really bored,
Haha.I'm not a good owner laa.

Sad thing is. We're moving house.
To a condominium. Which not ALLOW any pets.
We're thinking who should we give zuriel to. :'(
He's so big that no body wants him.
He's really cute. He understand whatever you're feeling.
But he never listen to you. =.='
But but but, he's a really cool dog.
Like COME ON!
Noel.Who used to afraid of dogs so much.As the matter of fact., he still afraid of dogs now.
But this awesome dog here, never make me feel scared at all.
Only when he got so hyper and jump all over me. I can't deny that.
Hmph. I think we'll just find a way for him to just stay with us no matter what.

 =D

Hi :)

As most of you think I'm dead. I'M NOT! *laughs*
Just that I don't update my blog.
But facebook pretty much explains everything happening to me.


I'm now stuck in my working place.
Resigning soon.
Gonna look for another job after this I guess.
I just had to resign because of the messy and, SCARY management.
Even I got offered by my boss to stay and in charge of her other stores,I just can't.
She.Is.Scary.

I don't wanna stay in a shoe boutique for so long anyway.
Stepping forwards. =)

Oh.
My current life is awesomely wonderful. Haha.
I have someone I truly love. My family is doing great. My friends.
*Only my job is pathetic.

Speaking of pathetic. More and more of these pathetic beings keep ruining my life.
But nah uh. Not mentioning them here.They don't worth it.
Alright then readers. That's all :)

I.Think.I'm.Falling.In.Love.







Yeah. With myself that is ; D