*drools*

ahh..Seems like this blog is gettin' matier and matier..

MAAACAM AKU KISAH...

Hm..have been tired of working lately
lifeless as always
keep procrastinating.. everything..

mana life aku yang full of enjoice?!?!
aku nak enjoice...Chun Fei...Inez...*drools*
Finally..he needs some love





Don't worry..He is still single and available..





Had Enough


-You don't have to read this if you have no time.It's long anyways.

I do know how I love gossiping..
Nothing much I can do..If you find out I'm gossiping about you..
I'm sorry.It's simply 'cause I couldn't find any way to tell you what's wrong with you.
..and how much I dislike you.
I'd really wish I have guts to tell you straight forward..but I just can't.
Please do whatever you wish.Just don't treat me like nobody.Say whatever you want.
I would not correct you.
I would rather not to have close friends.
and thanks you guys who really listen to me when I found no one to share.
I don't mad at someone in a direct way.
I don't scold or show my expression when I'm not happy.
That is not a right thing I should do I guess.
Being kind is great.Being kind and people take advantages from it isn't so great.
I had enough.
I don't think I'm going to listen whatever people says.
I am me.
I don't care what you think.
You don't have to listen to me.
You can hate me if you want.
Let somebody hate me is better than hating somebody.
My life would be better.
Everyone is selfish.
I'm selfish.
But we selfish with reason.
We became friends for reason.
So, if you think I don't qualify to become your friend.
Forget it,treat me like a stranger.
As long as stay away from my life.
and..don't fuck with me.
Don't tell me what should I do.
I need no opinions from people that know nothing.
I love myself.
I love my friends.
(Including Jeremy...seriously=.=)
But as everyone is not perfect, I couldn't expect them to be.
and I'm not perfect myself.
If they act the way they are..
Never try to change.
I can do nothing but to stay away from them.
Stay away from their annoying actions.
The way they talk.
I see no reason for me to suffer from these.
I should make my life easier and happier.
=)
It's up to you to change or not then.
I still love you.

Life,Love+Sex

Went to church for 'No Apologies'
Well,it's a great workshop for kids like 13 14 years old?
I'm just too old for these I guess.Got it all in my mind.
(definitely not praising myself)
Talked 'bout life,love and sex.

What's more important is, I made a promise to myself and
card?!
I'm not going to have premarital sex. *big smiles*
Gonna save my
virginity 'till the day of my marriage.
It's just simply awesome to have your first sex with your wife on the day of your wedding.

Don't you think so??

Well, my future wife is gonna be sooooo lucky.
And that's definitely a great gift to her.
But,at the same time.I apologize for
those who wants to have sex with me.

I'm just simply not available to do that.XD
To be honest,I didn't think of, you know,
gettin' laid before or after marriage.

I do,but just in a sense that
'
ahh...I know..have sex only when you're married right?...'

But, after today I just make it something serious that I'd care.
And of course.That's a reason for me not to get into STD!
So you STD-PEOPLE just get away from miehh




Ok,besides of keeping myself a virgin,
I think I wanna get married earlier than I planned.
Not because to have sex of course. =.=
I might get a rich, hot and lovely wife!
WOOHOO(SUPER HIGH)
Then I can just stay at home and be an awesome house-husband?!

Hahaha..well,it's just weird I guess.
'Cause mostly all the MEN would
have big big ambitious dream and stuff?
It's not that I don't have dreams
(kahwin pelempuan kaya!)
Just maybe not as ambitious as other guys do.


Alright,apart of that wonderful dream.Back to the reality.
Gotta delay my MAS air-steward job.
As you probably already know,that I got into
the MLM-company and stuff.
So,that's partially a job for me.
Wish to get back to work in my previous job.The one in d'sara.
(Uncle Peter.Hire aku balik!!)
Then,I can get more income for these few upcoming months.*drools*
Plans still up a head :)



Byez,tc,gbu.nitez.chunted!(== what else does he use?)




I Love Myself, I Like Myself

I used to hate how people imitate things I do.
Hate them for having no originality of themselves.
Why must they do this and that?!

Then my sister told me..
You should be proud of yourself then..*big question mark*
People imitate you because they want to make them look like you.They like you and want others to like them like how they like you.

Ahh..Then i finally figured for what she was trying to mean.
So, instead of hating people imitating me, I should ask them to learn more to be like me I guess.

Deep inside of Noel:muahahahahhahahahhahaha


Ok.Enough of being stupid and make myself happy.
But I do love myself and like myself.

In the matter of fact, I like friends the way they are.So don't try so hard to be someone else to get the attention of others.

You should love yourself and like yourself like I do!
:)
Speaking of friends, I miss them so much.
I'm sorry if I didn't spend much time with you all.
Maybe I'm just too tired lately...
with no reason..

Okie..I thought this post was suppose to be few lines..But it's gettin' longer..
Gotta go now.. :D


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