YOU KNOW WHAT?

I'm stressed la. I don't  wanna think about it anymore. 

My work is killing me.My family financial is killing me.

My relationship is killing me.

Do you still wanna kill me?

You know how I hate to think so many things. I hate to be responsible. 

But now, I had to force myself to change. 


Do you know how hard could that be?

I think, what I said last night is really true. 


Maybe we should focus on our future. 

Let's don't waste our time. 






. . . . .








Let it all be memories =)


You don't miss me anymore?
You don't love me anymore?
Where are you?
You seem nowhere to be found.
Why aren't you here by my side?
Why can't you just be here with me. Forever.


My thoughts

Hello.
I really thought you would be understanding.
I was so tired these few days. You knew it.
I was so exited for this weekend. You knew it.
YET. Things like these happened once again.

Honestly, I am tired of 'sorry's.
I really do.
Being alone makes me think.
Things that I should not have thought.
But, seems like it was worth it.
Thanks.

The I-don't-know Feelings



So I've decided to write a post again. I've been wanting to write but the time doesn't allow me to.
Today is Saturday. Tomorrow will be Sunday and I have to work again on the next day : (
I might be complaining a lot about my job. But seriously, I shouldn't have to. This is job is really good for me.

*I have my very first name card for myself. My name is written on it! Ask for it when you see me :)


Everyone seems like going to leave from this company. Let's hope that I could survive and get enough of experience before I decided to leave.

Apart of my work. I feel happy.
With the everything I have right now : D
I feel so satisfied with it.

With everything I mean, you <3