Oi!

Yes, I very very very lab you :)

Cik Faridah

I received a message yesterday morning. A tragic news like this made my mind goes blank.

Teacher. I missed you.

You were a great teacher! I mean seriously. 

I really appreciate you. Because of you, I got C5 for my Biology.

That might not be a good grade. But it was good for me. 

YOU know it was good for me. :)

I'm so sorry for not doing anything right now.

You might even forgotten me as your student.

But I'll remember you for the rest of my life.

I really wish you'll be in heaven right now.

Looking at us as we growing.

 Be proud of us.

We will never let you down.

We will appreciate all the lesson you taught us.

All the time you spent for us.

Thank you.Teacher.

Reality

Things may look harsh in the reality.

There are times when you really need to calm down. And think.

I just learnt that lesson I think  : \

Things aren't THAT bad sometimes. Just that you keep on having the negatives sides on your mind.

You won't move forward  : (

Try to live your life to the fullest. There are SO MANY things you can do with your life!

Don't let stupid things OR stupid 'assholes' ruin it. (Well said Noel, well said.)

Had awful days lately. But when I see you. Looks like everything is as clear as sky. Having you here to say,

'Everything is gonna be alright.'

Nothing can really compare to that feeling.

I've been saying this way too many times but yeah. I really  love you :')

This is too much for me

I really can't express my feeling right now. I just can't tell anyone.

NOBODY!

Crying isn't my thing. But it happened a lot. : | 

I just want you to know that, I reaaaaaally love you :(

First day at work.

Finally, today was my first day working in the korean skin care product company.

KBS(Korean Beauty Square)

That job was.. pretty much office job. XD

Haha. I'm in the marketing department. I really need to thank a lot of people for giving me this chance.

Anyhow, I would update more about my job soon. It's gonna be awesome :D

Wish me luck people. You know I love you ;)

FIFA Heartbreak.

Germany oh Germany. You've crushed my heart.

Another sleepless night.

Why do I have to be so angry some times?

I'm just so mad that I could hardly think what was the problem.

It wasn't ALL your fault but sometimes I put too much hope on what will you do. 

But turns out, it didn't happen.

That makes me think and think. And I get pissed of at myself sometimes because I was the one who made myself so angry.

AM I THAT HARD TO PLEASED?

Okay breaking up will never be our solution okay.

Just that, I'm sorry. I act without thinking too much.Maybe you're just good enough and I don't appreciate it.

Or maybe you've changed. I don't wanna think about it.

YOU SHOULD BE GUILTY FOR MAKING ME SLEEPLESS!

Free from Jimmy Chia

This is exactly how I feel right at this moment.

 F-R-E-E-D-O-M.

Maybe I spent too much time in Jimmy Chia, I literally 'locked' myself there.

As if, this job was half of my life. All the burdens all the responsibilities are all gone.

I.Feel.RELIEVED!

But I do have a lot of memories in that place.

I get to know some REALLY awesome friends.

Friends that I could never forget :')

Mikky,Kuan,and Shelma. My managers Annie and Florence. That were being really nice with me.

The rest were all bitches.

ESPECIALLY YOU! JODIE TANG I WILL REMEMBER YOU THE REST OF MY LIFE!

Got pretty close with Att and Nut when we were in Jimmy Chia. :D

Fabulous bitches. *finger snaps*

Besides all these. This place meant a lot to me and someone *brows.jpg*

I just wanna thank everyone for what they have done to me, that make me a better person.

I've cured my lazy sickness. I'm so much more responsible. I think.

And yeah. Thank you all! Lots of love <3

Sick.

I'm sick.

REALLY SICK.

Fuck this shit.

 

I really missed you. I lab you. <3

Aeroplane.

You left today.

I do not know how this 4 days gonna be but I will try to have fun myself.

=D

Anyway. Still hate you for deleting messages. Really really mad.

But hope you get what I mean and do the best you can to make me happy.

I'll miss you very very very much! <3

Oh and you. My very best friend. I really like you but I don't love you.

You know I have feeling for moo niu. So please.Stop hinting that you like me.

AND STOP MAKING ME LIKE YOUR PREVIOUS BOYFRIENDS.

This is very selfish of you.

My heart belong to one person only. And that's not you.

I really wish i could be friend with you. Like really close friend.

People. She's really adorable when you see her. Just that I don't deserve her.

=(

Hope you'll get a better boyfriend laa.

Oh. I'm sick now btw.